Thursday, June 05, 2003

oh dear, i don't know what I am doing at the minute, i have gotten completely apathetic to my exams. The fact that I have my hardest exam tomorrow and I have not revised for it doesn't bother me in the slightest. The fact i went out on tuesday night the night before a 9am exam, stayed out until 4am, got off my face and then nearly slept in also doesn't bother me, the fact that after that exam everyone else in the course went to the library doesn't bother me, the fact I should have stayed in last night and not drank to the point of throwing up doesn't bother me, the fact that i should be in the library right now instead of pissing about on the computer doesn't bother me. What does bother me is that all the above does not bother me.

Sunday, June 01, 2003

one thing i have really noticed about being home this time is the number of birds around the house permanently singing, Its particularly bad at dawn when i get woken up by their inane twittering. I mean, i'm al for the country and the wholesome sound of birds singing, the fact thats theres grass and trees around me just sometimes, like at 5am it gets a bit irritating.
On a positive note i went to the gym today and actually achieved a good workout, something i haven't done since last summer. The sort of workout where you feel all good and bouncy after. Lovely, lovely.

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

Standing outside the library this evening having a cancer stick when i happened to (or was forced to due to the volume of her voice) hear this italian girl with a very pronounced accent give out about foreigners in ireland......woooot? I settled for shooting a withering look at her.
The other thing, why do people who smoke getting treated like lepers, ok, so i don't usually chain smoke but i also don't usually do exams, people walk past and give you looks like ur sexually abusing small children, i don't get it.
this is ireland, not the west coast of america, i know that smoking is committing gradual suicide but thats my choice, i am perfectly well aware of that fact, and I am not forcing it upon other people. The Irish government are bringing in legisation next year to make smoking illegal in pubs, i mean, what next, banning drinking in pubs - although they are starting ad campaignst against smoking, are we living in a democracy or a totalitarian regime. Even Hitler didn't ban people from smoking or drinking!
Once again, grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr to the world! (and more specifically the irish government)

Friday, May 02, 2003

grrr, double grrrr, Eoin took great delight to telling me today that moondrop is denying all memory of us scoring eachother at Brians 21st. It wouldn't have been so bad if he hadn't of been so gleeful about it, he really does feed off other peoples misery, its sick. Its like when his friend Daves dad passed away, it was like eoin was taking over the whole mourning process. Maybe its cos he's such a miserable fucker he likes it when other are brought to his level, misery loves company etc
The swimming agm is tonight and the elections. I am really dreading them, Lorna told me last night that she definitely is running, its going to be so tight, and i really don't want to lose, it'll be so embarassing, i'll be like the female version of conor dalton. Lorna also asked me if i was still going to run if conor got mens. So bizarrely it looks like my best hope of getting captaincy is if conor wins the mens race and lorna drops of the female race! Weird.
Anyway, i have decided in the absence of any other bright idea just to look as good as i can, so i am heading out to find a new, preferable low cut top to wear and then getting my hair done - i got an extra 300 sterling on my student loan so i got some money to play with for a change!! woohoo!!

Wednesday, April 16, 2003

Kevin is annoying me at the minute, though not as much as these bloody allergies, i can hardly breath this morning!
I am starting to have second thoughts about working with Kev all next year as captain, i may have to do something radical like vote for conor, although i don't think conor would be able to beat Kev so I might have to start an alternative campaign against Kev. Its really mean but its for the best I reckon.
Will shocked us all last night by announcing that emma had broken up with him. Its clear that he is actually gutted about it as he just blurted it out randomly and sort of laughed. I think he is still in shock. It must be bizarre after the whole thing last year when he was bleating on about how he was going to break up with him etc etc And then she went and broke up with him. Even Wills ego must be at least bruised after that.
wow, i'm in such a bitchy mood this morning, must be cos i am up way too early, grrr

Monday, April 14, 2003

oh god and how could i neglect to mention, i snared moondrop again on saturday night. Progress as this time he was kissing me all night and then being ignorant the next morning, as opposed to the last time when he kissed me once and then ignored me for the rest of the night.
He was actually being really sweet. Very bizarre as he is usually such an ignorant shit. Although he is going to new zealand for a year after his exams so nothing will come of it anyway.
Weird dreams last night:

1. Annie was split into two people, not literally but personality wise. I was sitting eating dinner with one annie, when Kate, a friend of annie's walked past and i smiled a hello at her. Then she came over and was being all irritating, then annie i was with starting being really vicious to her. At this point i noticed there was also an annie with kate who then leapt to kates defence and walked over and poured the other annies dinner all over her head. Whereas i could see kate clearly in the dream, both of the annies were kind of blurred. I felt torn between which annie i should support - the one loyal to her friend or the amusing one.

2. John Cunningham and I were chatting about his new baby, how proud his was to be a father and how devoted he was to his wife. (i kissed him a couple of weeks ago, he is the most single man on the planet and the biggest slut)

3. I was at Annies flat with Annie, Ray and a few other people, although i didn't know who they were, they wee just kind of sitting around the table in the kitchen while annie and i were standing beside the table. Paul Bermingham came wandering up the stairs from Sams section of the flat and was all smiling an hugging us while we were kind of wondering what he was doing down there and if he really had brought back a girl to Sam and Annies flat. Then this byperactive stick insect type girl came running up the stairs and launched herself at annie and hugged her. (background - annie texted me last night to tell me that paul had brought some random girl back to their flat and shagged her on sams bed - sam is home for the weekend)

Saturday, April 12, 2003

hmm, dodgy times, ray is being a shit to annie again, its got to the point where he won't let her go out to our friends birthday tonight. Such an asshole.
The swimming club agm is in a couple of weeks, Kevin and I have decided to run for men and ladies captains, should be a lot of fun. I hope Kev gets it cos otherwise it'll be Conor and I really don't fancy having to kiss him (a tradition with newly elected captains is "captain snog") or indeed having to work with him all next year, apparently he resigned 5 times last year.